It could be my meds, could be my diet. I don't know what causes this feeling but I don't know if I like it or not.
One theory is that what I am experiencing is normal in most people. But I have been in a deep depression for so long that I cant recognize it as normal. I am impatient with TV movies. Watch about 20 minutes and find my attention drifting – pause the program.
My tummy has butterflies. Totally feeling unsatisfied with any entertainment. Loads more energy than I usually get and its uncomfortable.
That may be a key. I am out of my comfort zone. Used to slow days, no appetite, no need for sleep. Now I am hungry all the time. I even am hungry right after I eat. Totally not good. I cant afford to keep munching. Saturday (2009-1-3)
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